Saturday, January 31, 2009;
♥ 1/31/2009 10:56:00 PM
I'm not a princess this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet>>:\
When everyone seems
clear of what their
next step should be, &how their
future would look like.
I feel like i'm a
lost child in a city, without any guides for me to follow.
Or i feel like i'm being
abandoned in a tunnel, where there aint lights around, &i'm being led to
nowhere.
Sometimes, i'd wonder. How can someone be so
unsure of smth?
属于我的幸福呢?你知道它在哪里吗？Labels: idk what to feel
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Thursday, January 29, 2009;
♥ 1/29/2009 11:18:00 AM
I tried to read i go to work
I'm laughing with my friends
But i can't stop to keep myself from thinking
Oh no>>Worried, very. ):
Scared, very. ):
Fearful, very. ):
-screams &tear hair apart): How?
Labels: worried
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Tuesday, January 27, 2009;
♥ 1/27/2009 10:01:00 PM
No one told me we only get one chance>>Time doesn't fly past anymore. It practically just
zoom past us without leaving a trace of evidence. ): &
kaboom. The two days' of break are
gone.
Those kids going back to school tmr,
pity you.
Those adult going back to work tmr,
pity you.
&
wenfang going back to work tmr as well,
pity you the most.
):
Gahhh.I read about how people
enjoy cny, the festival season which we all basked in for the past few days. How they love the
crowd &
noise &what sorts.
Well, to be honest,
i dont. :\
Dont really have alot of feelings towards cny actually.
Ahh, but i'm not complaining. (: Afterall, it's like a
major family gathering where we all finally get to get tgt! :D
My feet
officially declared their hatred towards my heels today. ):
Done with visiting for now, though there're still more visiting to be done this coming Sun, &the next.
Some pictures to share! (:
I need to get some exercise done. &get those
flabby wobbly jiggling lipids off.
Period.
):
WORK TMR.Sometimes, you get thrown up into the sky, &you get somewhere near the clouds &rainbow. That's when you think everything's beautiful around.Then suddenly, when the truth gets smack hard across your face &you begin to fall back downwards. That's when you taste the feeling of disappointment, sadness, rejection, frustration, etc. All at the same time, without leaving you a gap for breathing.:\ Honestly, let's just forget the whole thing.Labels: cny
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Saturday, January 24, 2009;
♥ 1/24/2009 12:46:00 PM
Maybe it's time to set it free
Since we were never meant to be>>Meet up with
AHB ytd aft work. (:
&it's definitely one of the best way to end off a long &tiring week at work.
I love them! Tons &tons of love! ;D
I met up with AB first, H didn't join us for dinner. Haha, the two guys were supposed to go
Essential Brews first while i go get the
FHM for teo! But oh happily, the two males went
dating instead! ):
Chatted, &caught up with the males. Most of the time, teo was just sharing the
life experience he had gained in the span of the last 17 days. ;D
After the meal, the guys left for
Cold Rock while i go meet huili to get B's
cake! :D
Hahaha.
CRAP.I just re-read the stuff i typed, &i think my summary skills are getting for
worse to worst. :\ I have no idea what load of
nonsense i've wrote up there, &i figured out that if even
myself dont understand. How on earth would y'all understand?
But i can't bear to press the Backspace key on the keyboard! Ahh, i think i'm getting more
retarded each day. ): How?
Some photos!
Compare these 2 photos! :D The top was taken during A's farewell, the bottom was taken ytd when we all meet up. Hahah, i think the 2 photos look really
similar! :D Just that bryan doesn't have enough time to stretch out his hand or smth.
Happy belated birthday BCME! :D Hope you like the cake &our company! (: Well, you'd better! Hahah. Thanks for all your msges that accompanied me through the boring office hours! (:
Happy book out day TEO! :D I hope you enjoy all our company during ytd meet up! Haha, take care of yourself! Sick right? Why never consult Doctor Fangs?! Tsk! Dont you know her medicine's always the best! Hahaha. Kidding. Get well soon! :D
These memories, i'll rmbr them forever. (:
(PS: Photo of teo wih his botak head &his beloved
FHM is with huili! :D)
Aiyah, what i want to say is that i feel
really happy to know all of you. (:
Really.Thanks for all your
presence in the many events which i'd participated for the past 2 years of my life. My journey of life for the past 2 years
wasn't easy, definitely. But it'd have been alot
alot more rocky &terrible
without y'all. That one, i can be sure of that. (:
Once again,
thanks for everything! I really hope we'll all remain
close &happy!
:D
Wenfang loves you! Rmbr this.
Just rmbr this. :D
I wanted to drop by gombak's market to give huili's a
surprise breakfast.
But i
happily lost my way. Hahaha. I've no idea how i could miss her shop, i think i made a wrong turn, somewhere. But aiyah, i think the whole singapore population just went down to gombak this morning. ): I wasn't sure of where to go, so i just let the crowd take me. Lol. Utterly stupid, yes i know.
Dear girl! I just need you to know how grateful i am to have you in my life. Your msges &presence which accompanied me through many
many boring times. (:
Have a safe cny trip okay! &we shall meet up soon again! :D
Muacks!Tag replies:
Esther maam; DBS! Biological Sciences! Hahah. Someone's first aider, huh? (: (: Hope you're doing fine so far in your uni life!
Mr Charismatic; So expensive! Whack you arh! ): Cheaper, can? Hahaha!
Huili; Haha. Wow, why suddenly sound so profound? (: Haha, i love you sweets! Meet up soon again okay!
Joel; Wrah. ): Now you made me sian. Idk when's results day. I just hope it'll never come back! D:
Labels: AHBF
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009;
♥ 1/20/2009 12:08:00 PM
&what we have is so much more
Than we ever had before
&no matter how i try
You're always on my mind>>
I have a gazillion random thoughts running through my microbrain while working, dealing with all the grad matters.
I'm not kidding in the previous post when i said that sometimes, even i amaze myself. (:
&no, i dont think i'll share them here. Just in case, my impression in you gets way more retarded than it ever is, before. Hahaha.
In any case, my impression shouldn't even be retarded mind you!
(: Because i'm nice, thank you very much.
I've no idea what i want to blog. Gahhh. But i still want to blog. Idk why! :D
Oh yeah, i baked! Last night. (: Hahaha, just to finish up all the leftover ingredients from the few previous tries. Half the batch baked ytd got burnt, the other half, saved. Dont ask me why, ask the oven. ):
In the midst of work, &everything else which land on my shoulder, i find it hard to just spend some quality time with myself, my family, myself, my friends, &basically, myself (again). Hahah.
Sometimes, i just feel like cooping myself in my room, &listen to those nice songs in my mp3 &just stare out into space. Idk why. Just felt that when people don't have the habit of keeping to themselves once in a long while, they'll lose who they are inside &well, perhaps turn into someone they &their friends dont recognise.
&that's smth i definitely dwant to experience. (:
By the way, i feel like i'm really growing up.
In terms on my thoughts &views &how i'm able to pick myself up from the ground before i know that there's still a long way to go. Yes, i still miss the moments when all my worries were when the next candy would come. But i'm glad, nonetheless, that my thinking has matured, in some way or another. (:
I've no idea how am i going to ever shed those kilos &lipids off.
Yummy food for lunch doesn't help.
Big extra enormous servings for dinner to fill my humongous stomach doesn't help either.
&stuffing myself with junk food &chocolates during office hours certainly doesn't help too!
Wrahh. I think i'll just listen to bryan, &start going for runs after work.
Eh biochemmathecons! Donate to me some determination &discipline. (: Hahaha.
I feel like whacking the aircon in office shut. ):
It's freezing.
Labels: bored at work
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Monday, January 19, 2009;
♥ 1/19/2009 09:56:00 AM
We used to have this under control
We never thought
We used to know>>"I still have that
friendship in you, yes i do know that.
I'm just losing that
friend in you, that's all."
Two
simple statements, but they speak my whole mind &heart.
Well, at least i
bothered.
What about you?Labels: friends do come and go
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Sunday, January 18, 2009;
♥ 1/18/2009 09:43:00 PM
&it caught me like a knife
When you walked out of my life>>If you only expect to use one word to explain
wenfang right now, then the word ought to be
tired. Or if you like,
exhausted sounds really fine too.
On friday, I left work one hr before my normal knock off timing to finish some stuff before heading down to fairfield for
fd comp camp.
Times have changed, i suppose. (: Standing back on fairfield parade's square, seeing kids wearing the muffti. Haha, i really wish i was back as a
nco, working hard tgt with the other nine really
awesome teammates. Yes! The prawn mee, the fast food deliveries, the meetings, the
everything. :D
It
isn't false when you're told that sometimes, it's just no way you can turn back time to get back where to where you
used to stand. Sad, but just live with it.
Stayed up planning with the other vis after lights out. Slept at 5, while we woke up the next morning at 0645
freezing.
The programs for the day carried out as usual. Then left to meet yf &hl for some
snack testing.
Shopped with hl at far east, before rushing down to meet hy. By then we were late,
very late. ;D
Essential Brew's the bomb! Aching legs suffering from cramps, food that nearly burst out stomaches,
5 horrifying plates of tartar sauce, sickening deep fried food,
&quality time spent with friends. How can i complain? (: I miss the girls, including rp &bp! &yes, not forgetting, the guys. ;D
I think it's a
miracle how i lasted the whole night. Sometimes, even i amazed myself.
Hahaha. :D
Tag replies:
huili; No work for you tmr! Mixed feelings you're experiencing i guess. (: Hope you get the botanic job!
tsm; As usual i guess. Just a little change of environment which requires me to adapt to. (: Bffl! You haven reply my email! ):
nat; Thanks alot dear nat! (: I hope you're surviving! Maybe one fine day, we can go out for a meal or smth, just to catch up to show that we're both not forgotten. (:
Mr Charismatic; Excuse me! No need experience lah. Everyday at home got do okay! Haha, all the best for your date this coming sat.
joel; Hahaha, your tag made me laugh. ;D yeah, we can only afford the time for dinner actually!
xinyi; Since the first monday of this year, 5 jan. (; Yeah dreading it actually. But come to think of it, without work, i'll be complaining about life without work instead. ):
yuanhao sir; Ahh, admin. (: Jobscope's a little wide actually, but basically filing, scanning, photocopying &data entry, etc. (: I'll try to have fun at work! :D Thanks!
It's a wonder how weekends pass so quickly. :\
Monday tmr, which means work starts tmr.
I wish
office attire had other meanings, eg fbts top &flipflops.
G'nights!
(I needed this.) Labels: weekends gone
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Wednesday, January 14, 2009;
♥ 1/14/2009 05:10:00 PM
When somebody loves you
Will they always love you>>"Where do broken hearts go" is on the
repeat mode on my mp3.
Listened to it before i sleep, when i walk from home to work, or work to home.
The lyrics made sense. That's why i kept listening to it.
No other meanings implied.
I guess?Random thoughts.I cant wait for
cny. (:
Cos that's when i'll meet my cousins, some whom i haven met in a really long time.
Cos that's also when i get to eat many new candies, everytime i visit one relative's place. (:
Here's the most impt reason:
Cos i get to earn two days of break from work!
;D Haha. Actually, i just want to put the msg across that with cny, we all get 2days of break. :D Other than that point, i pretty much
dread cny.
:\ Ugh,
contradiction!
Speaking of
work. :\
I really wish dbs of nus would have
enough budget to keep me working for another few months. (:
Cos my workplace is superb-
ly ideal for me. :D I don't have to depend on public transport to get to work. SBS buses or SMRT can't save
my ass man! I'll be
dead crap when i'm caught in jam, or smth.
That's my first reason. Second reason is because, it's an
office job! Not that i enjoy it
alot. But still, it's better than other jobs in mind eg flyer distribution?
Hahah. last reason which made it really impt. I love the
pay i'm receiving. (:
Heehee. But then that aside, i still
dread work. :\ Waking up every morning, having to remind myself there's work ltr &i'll be
jailed til it's 1800. D:
Ahh. Seems like it's
impossible to get the
best of both worlds!
The scanner machine is finally
available now!
Y'know, technology is
damn cool recently. Really.
Good day ahead!
Labels: bored at work
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Sunday, January 11, 2009;
♥ 1/11/2009 10:40:00 PM
Is this how we end
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here
With nth at all>>Being
too sensitive is bad for you, wenfang.
Very bad. Esp when you start looking too much into things, which should never
ever be the case.
I'm sorry. I've learnt the lesson, prolly the
hard way.Now, it's time to
get up from the mud &walk off.
Hard? Yes. But i'll still have to try.
):
Why so stupid?Weekends ending.
Weekdays starting.
O levels results out tmr.
All the best, people.
Jc students first day of school tmr.
Have fun.
&work starts again tmr. :\
Labels: sensitive
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Tuesday, January 06, 2009;
♥ 1/06/2009 12:45:00 PM
What now, you're gone
My fault, i'm sorry>>
I'm sitting at my workdesk now, completed the tasks assigned to me &i'm waiting for mum to have lunch.
It was totally boring ytd. D: I felt so lonely without a company, still lonely without one now though. D: Bahhh.
I had more workload today, kind of suffocating since i haven exactly stop working since i stepped into the office today. But okay, at least it's much better than not having work. Or is it? Hahah. All i know is i can't wait for 1730 to arrive, &then i'll be free like anything. (:
I miss having gatherings &dinners with my friends. D: Sigh. Okay, i shan't complain. At least i have a job, i'm working &i'm earning money.
I introduced another admin job to bryan, it's a pity his application failed. ): I was thinking it's gonna be fun lunching with friends! If only huili's working here as well, then lunch would be even more awesome! Hahah. Good dream while it lasts. :\
My colleagues just went off for lunch, while i'm still waiting for my mum's call. It's not that my colleagues din ask me to join them, or i'm trying to be anti-social. It's just that, i dont feel comfortable lunching with them. Whatttt, i barely even know them! :\
Little nyonya's finale was screened ytd. it wasn't exactly fatabulous. In fact, i was a tad disappointed with it. Oh whatever, the world doesn't revolve around me. Maybe most of the other audience like it.
Candice gave me a money-making opportunity ytd after work. (; Whee, not alot actually. But looking at the effort we have to put it, &the money we're getting. Seems pretty worth it. (: Too bad it's only entitled to girls, since the guys' groupings are already filled up. ):
Anws, i''m bloody upset now cos i can't download messenger onto my work com! D: Tried twice, failed twice.
Feel like whacking somebody. Wrahh.
I realised i've been typing non stop, just for the sake of typing &wasting my time, not for the sake of blogging. :\
I'm sorry for blogging this, &i'm even more sorry that you're wasting your time reading this post which doesn't make sense. D: D: D:
Oh yeah, aaron enlist today, i wonder when will he shave his head. Hohoho.
My mum's gonna give me a box of chocolate later when i meet her &my aunt for lunch. (: Oh joy! At least there's smth to look forward to, during working hours. (;
Toodles!
Labels: bored at work
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Sunday, January 04, 2009;
♥ 1/04/2009 11:11:00 PM
Back in square one
Where my feelings are all real again>>2009 is here. I really
wonder will
you be nice to me, or bad to me. :\
Well, i guess i'll have the answer to this question by Feb, where
results are back.
It's a pity i didn't enjoy the
new year celebration. Afterall, i ended off 2008 &started 2009 with
a tinge of sadness. :\ Don't ask why, it's a stupid reason. I just hope
&i want things to be
better from this moment onwards.
I hope the sun will
shine through those clouds soon! ;D
On friday,
HBF met up to do a little gift for our dearest
'Ass'.
A little screwed ups here & there, but at least the day ended off well. (:
We had a plan to print a photo of AHBF onto a
underwear/boxer, &presenting this
lucky underwear to Ass. Hahaha, i feel ultra
embarrassed when i'm shopping for the underwear with bryan. :\ Urkk. Decided against the underwear plan as we couldn't find any nice ones on offer. Lolol. ;D
So we settled on doing up a
little book for him. (:
Hl joined us &we headed straight for Macs. Both of us were left
drained after completing the book. But aye, at least the book ended up in a pretty
presentable condition. :D
Went home, touched up on the book, bind it tgt with the front cover &backing.
Wheeee. :D I think it's really nice!
Baked with mum on wed again. (:
Cookies &muffins were
better than the previous time, honestly. :D :D :D
Think we're baking more of these &other kinds for cny!
Today was a
badddd day. :\ Everything's screwed up &
messy. D:
Time spent at chinatown just made my day worse. The place was horribly,
disgustingly infested with people. I don't even think i'm in the festive season mood.
Thank goodness the today ended off pretty well with one of my favourtie company;
AHBF.Rushed down to wm thinking i'd be late, which turn out that bryan's later! Hah!
-sticks out tongueAaron joined us a while later, &the 3 of us sat outside Subway. Aaron claims that he lives there for 10 over years, which i
really believe. (: His
flings were
everywhere! Tsk.
I'm so damn
upset. D: My cookies &muffins tasted like shit today. ): I didn't seal the box properly &i think they taste so
horribly! ): Aye, the guys were
nice enough to eat them though.
Dined at
Botak Jones. Walao! I think i just
embarrassed myself. Aaron lah! He wanted a menu; a
blue &yellow menu. Walaooo. Please be specific! There're so many
blue &yellow stuff around,
hor! So i grabbed _____, which turn out to be the totally wrong thing! :\ Wrahh.
&bryan isn't much better cos he kept
laughing at me! D: Ugh. Whack you!
Finished our meals before huili joined us. Gave Ass the gift. ): He's so
expression-less!
Then we walked back to wm.
"_____ she me yan se?!" (Internal joke) :D :D You guys are damn whacky.
Love y'all! :D
Took photos outside wm, before i had to left. ):
Dear
Aaron,
Aye! I know you're looking forward to NS so much, you
can't even wait til tues to enter.
(: You've been a really
nice friend to have, &your presence made school so much more
enjoyable.
I hope that
AHBF will still meet up as often as we can, &that our friendship will
never,
ever drift apart. :D
You'll be missed by all of us, dearest
Ass.(PS: We'll take care of _____ for you!
Dont worry! Hahaha. :D)
xoxo,
Wenfang.
Dearest
AHBF,
I'm sorry i had to left first. ):
It was a short gathering tonight, but i really
enjoyed myself! (: Just like any other time spent with y'all! :D
Wheeee!xoxo,
Wenfang.
First day of work tmr. (:
I just hope everything will turn out fine!
G'nights!
Labels: Aaron's farewell, AHBF
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
